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NEW LJ!!! -------> mylastregrets
yay!!! ok this i think will be the last time i change it... lol. sry guys. love you though. ttyl... add this one and take off ----> rainbowbriteqt
yay!
love always and forever and ever,
lauren!!! yippie!!!
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if you are going to gs tonight for the all nighter.. lemme know. i was going to go but i dont wanna unless i know someone there...
todays been good i guess... my mom said i might not be able to get that job at my uncles work... at the hall.. as a waitress... cause she doesnt wanna have to come and get me at 12 at night... so yeah...
i got pissed... cause its my first job and i know i'll get it cause ijm his neice.. so yeah... all she has to say is that she will come get me if i need her to... and yeah... im juss tired of haveing to ask her for money to go do shit. i wanna be able to have my own money and then juss ask if i can go... and it pisses me off that she wanted me to get a job but now that i know i'd get one... it seems she dont want me to get it... my uncle already talked to the manager... he said i have the job but i still need to fill out the application... and that when or IF my mom says yes... my uncle dan should tell him and he will call me so that i know when i work.
well i gotta go do some of these shitty chores so that i can possibly go tonight if someone else is going... ttyl... lyl... lemme know if you are going... thanks...
____________________________________________________________________________________on another note... summer school is cool... i love my friends nikki and laurel... they are cool peeps.
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love always and forever,
Lauren.<3.Ashley!!
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finilly updating i'm at Nicki's house...
today i went to summer school and then we went to the mall and got jobs appts everywhere....
its was funny....
we were hit on when we were leaving and i gave out my number to a black named dominick if he calls i'm so hanging up on his black ass... NIGGA FO REEL...lol
NICKI IS SOOO COOL don't hangout wit her she all mine
writin by Nicki with Laurens help...!!!!!!!!!!
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[15 Jun 2005|03:22pm] |
 | You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide | | 100% | Eaten | | 93% | Bomb | | 60% | Stabbed | | 60% | Disappear | | 53% | Accident | | 53% | Suffocated | | 47% | Drowning | | 40% | Posion | | 33% | Disease | | 27% | Gunshot | | 27% | Natural Causes | | 7% | Cut Throat | | 0% | </td>
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ok... sry guys. if i seem to be acting weird or in anges case. i vented to her the other day. i apollogize beforehand for it. because things arent really going ok at my house right now. i cant seem to be ok with the fact that miss patty's leaveing me and she's not staying here. it juss hurts. and the fact that my mom doesnt understand y i keep crying... she's like "lauren... she has to go." but it doesnt excuse the fact that it hurts it really really hurts me. i havent not cried myself to sleep in the past 3 weeks. shes going to go live there. and my mom wont let me have miss patty's wedding ring. i want it. so i can wear it and have something to wear thats hers that i can wear every day. and it will show me that she knows who has the ring... and that i will never forget her. my mom wont let me sit around the house for more then and hour. so unless im out and about... im doing chores. well ok. i think thats enough explaning. ttyl... lyl... bye. leave love or whatever here...
lauren
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[06 Jun 2005|09:15pm] |
lets just say that things are going alot better then they were. like... me and amy juss went for a walk to 7-11. got slurpies and such. then we came back here and she stayed for a bit... read the things in my yearbook. and then she left... my mom took her home. she took the book. so now i guess we are going to use it till the last day of school. but idk... i didnt know what to expect out of this whole thing. i thought that no one was going to be my friend ever again. but i guess all we needed to do was get away from eachother for a bit... i guess the month and a half was enough. cause now things are better. i figured that if we start off not friends and then become friends all over again without me trying to... like (them asking me to hang out) then it will be better that way. cause i think my problem was that i tried to become their best friend (everyones best friend) too quick. and it hit me in the face.
but on to better things... that make me laugh. and amy too.
amy was steeling all the candy hearts out of the candy dish. and she thought she read one that said "your fat" so i looked in the dish and i looked right at one that looked like it said "go die" so on the back of that one... i wrote "your fat" with an arrow... pointing to the other side... and the other side looks like it says "go die"... so now it says "your fat"->"go die" lmfao. i thought that was great. lol.
im just in a great mood today. lol. well now im cold cause im in my tanks top... (jessica's) ((sister's)) and my bathing suit. lol.
love always and forever,
Lauren.<3.Ashley!!
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[01 Jun 2005|03:47pm] |
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melanie had this in her's and she wanted it posted in mine. lol. so if you arent her. you can do it anyways i guess. just dont be a pussy and leave it without your name. lol. love you all... bye
would you want to....
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] listen to billy idol with me?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] let me tap you in the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] have romantic hot sex with me?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?
AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
[_] good enough to be a calvin klein model?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor
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[03 May 2005|11:08am] |
ok... ha ha ha! today was a bunch of laughs. ppl "dont wann talk to me" ever again. but then they just... keep talkin to me... lol. nice. wether it be good or bad. they're talkin to me. lol. this is fun.they think what they say is going to upset me... ha ha ha! i learned a while ago... just to laugh it off. and it works. anywho. home early cause my head hurts. needed to get some sleep and take advil's. still havent heard from the cops on the ppl yet. im out. peace.
Lauren!!
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[02 May 2005|09:00pm] |
news-flash: i have friends... they are way better then any i've ever had. i was too busy trying to make things work with ppl like that that i didnt see the good ppl right there. so yeah im done. lol. i love amber, lexi, vernetia, jessica kniseley, raychel, mike, jessi.t. and ryann. cause they arent in this stupid shit u guys are all balled up in a knot about. lol. im out. peace. and carlie... ha ha! anyone can use that fucking word if they want to. so... keep ur tounge in ur mouth i dont wanna hear it. lol. ok now im deffinately done. i've had my shair of laughter and fun today.
Love Always And Forever,
Lauren!!
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got jumped by 3 girls yesturday around 1-1:30. me and my mom are pressing charges. i have injuries all over. and i lost all my friends cause i said something wrong. not on purpose to break ppl up. i cant believe thats what they thought i was doing. i dont want ur guys' best friends. i only wanted to be everyones friend. but whatev. now that i dont have friends that "miss me" supposidly. i can get help and not have to come back cause they "miss me" so yeah. im out. my back isnt able to stay this way too long it hurts too much. these scratches sting.
lauren
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so its been lots of fun lately. i didnt get more kevin germs from carlie today...*DAMN* ha ha! what a bummer... i guess i'll get them tomorrow. and yes.. someone stole my handcuffs. if u didnt hear it from carlie~an already. we left for the tornado drill... and they were in my purse.. *yes i was stupid... i left my purse there... OPEN..*and then i come back and i went to get my make up out of my purse and i didnt notice they were gone. but when ms. stoos told me to put the makeup away... i put it in my purse and they were gone... so they were taken as we left for the drill... and ceasare rososko saw robert samons take them out of my purse. and he is posative of this cause robert had asked him to take them cause he saw them... and the said "they are right there... there in the top of her purse... u dont even have to go through it... just grab them" and my good friend ceasare said "NO!" so robert did it himself. i reported it to mr. commons. and he is going to take care of it... but while we were in class ... this is the funniest thing i have ever heard in class. (any class) i told carlie that they were gone... and then we both told ange... and then ange told ms. stoos that there was something that she put into my purse that belonged to her that was taken... cause yeah... she didnt care what ppl thought i guess. idk... and then ms. stoos asked later what it was that was missing and asked me... so i said... a pair of hand cuffs. and amanda ponder looked at me and was like "why do you... nvm i dont wanna know" and then i was thinkin about it... and then... i said out loud. to the point that ms. stoos heard me and asked what i said so i repeted myself... "how could someone be so stupid as to take a pair of handcuffs out of a persons purse and not take the key. they wont be able to get them off." it was great. ha ha! that was the highlight of my week. other then getting kevins germs from Carlie~An!! so now what? i dont know... so im gonna go... oh yeah... eash just came over a bit ago... and used my washing machine... cause hers had to be taken out. cause her pipe bursted and they needed to be moved. so that was weird. she ended up leaving it here cause it wasnt dry yet. it just got done washing and it needed to dry... so yeah. now i just washed clothes... for my mom... with one shirt that isnt ours. lol. yay! lol. now i can go. lol. ttyl... lyl... leave some love if you love me... lol. jk... u dont HAVE to but i would LIKE IT if you would... lol. MWUAHS!!
Love Always And Forever,
Lauren.<3.Ashley!!
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today was ok... yesturday was better. eash and amy came and got me from my house. we went to the mall. and then we drove around after she hit some old guy with her keys and then, we went to my g-mas house and got money from my uncle... 10 bucks. then went to get pizza. we sat there in the parking lot and ate it, then we drove up to the garbage can so amy could throw out the pizza... and we drove off. and she was like... givin us the finger. and then we like went back and got her. it was a load of laughs. then we drove some more... amy screamed "i have no nipples" out the car window. and then we went to my house where they picked out clothes to borrow... just to have my mom pull me out of my room. and tell me that no one can borrow clothes. so i had them leave and go around the corner from the house. and then i called them when my mom left for her soccer game. then they came back... gave me those pants i swim in. and then i gave them the things they wanted. then they left... eash yelled to me "i love lauren" im hoping it wasnt just cause she got some clothes to wear. i dont think so. but hey. lol. nvm. lol. im not in the best mood today. i g2g. my moms almost home to take me to my counceling appointment... and then i wont be home till later. and then i wont see you guys or talk to u guys till tomorrow. so i love you all... ttyl... leave some lovin for lauren.
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xPlastikFetusesX: she just said im gay lol
iluvskittles1189: to u
iluvskittles1189: lol
xPlastikFetusesX: yes lol
iluvskittles1189: are you talkin to ryann
xPlastikFetusesX: yes
iluvskittles1189: did you know im talking to kevin on ryanns sn
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: he got on
xPlastikFetusesX: lol
iluvskittles1189: did you know this
xPlastikFetusesX: well im talking to someone on kevins sn then...
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: ha ha im confused now
xPlastikFetusesX: ask him if hes on both sns but dont tell him I told u to
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: ok
iluvskittles1189: can do
xPlastikFetusesX: lol
iluvskittles1189: she has two computers
xPlastikFetusesX: so hes on both the sns then?
iluvskittles1189: no
iluvskittles1189: ryanns on the other computer i think
xPlastikFetusesX: im confused...
iluvskittles1189: kevins on ryanns sn... theirs sn's are link'd
xPlastikFetusesX: ok then whose on kevins sn?\
iluvskittles1189: i think ry ry
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: now im callin her that
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: NO!!!
xPlastikFetusesX: lol im so lost
iluvskittles1189: yeah hold on
xPlastikFetusesX: no what?
iluvskittles1189: lemme find out then i'll tell you
xPlastikFetusesX: lol ok
iluvskittles1189: xbatxGirlx666x: this is kevin are sn s are linked
xPlastikFetusesX: so what the heck then is she on his sn?
iluvskittles1189: idk
iluvskittles1189: hold on lemme see
xPlastikFetusesX: lol ok
iluvskittles1189: he dont want me to have his sn
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: so i cant find out whos on his sn
xPlastikFetusesX: did he say he didnt want you to have it?
iluvskittles1189: yeah
iluvskittles1189: i said can i have it for later use...
iluvskittles1189: and he said "no"
xPlastikFetusesX: burningnapalm6 thats his sn
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: thanks
iluvskittles1189: i lover you
iluvskittles1189: ha ha
xPlastikFetusesX: lol n.p I love u to
iluvskittles1189: u know how i said so i cant have it for later use...
iluvskittles1189: well i looked and he said yes
iluvskittles1189: so i pasted it to him on ry ry's sn... lol. im like ok i got it thanks
xPlastikFetusesX: lol
iluvskittles1189: im funny
iluvskittles1189: too funny
xPlastikFetusesX: lol
xPlastikFetusesX: he called me a slut :-( lol
iluvskittles1189: on his sn
xPlastikFetusesX: yes
xPlastikFetusesX: and so did whoevers on ryanns lol
iluvskittles1189: hold on they are both talkin
iluvskittles1189: hold on
xPlastikFetusesX: lol k
iluvskittles1189: its mitch
iluvskittles1189: on kevins sn
xPlastikFetusesX: he said he was on ryans sn
iluvskittles1189: who
iluvskittles1189: said that
xPlastikFetusesX: xbatxGirlx666x: u know who this is?
xPlastikFetusesX: yes
xbatxGirlx666x: who?
xPlastikFetusesX: Kevin
xbatxGirlx666x: no mitch
iluvskittles1189: so mitch is on kevins sn and kevin is on ry ry's
iluvskittles1189: then wheres ry ry
iluvskittles1189: lol
xPlastikFetusesX: dont kno...
iluvskittles1189: lol
iluvskittles1189: this is too funny
iluvskittles1189: im puttin gthis in my lj
iluvskittles1189: lool
xPlastikFetusesX: lol
iluvskittles1189: lol*
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y dont no one comment to me no more. i writeted about ppl'z in here... but no... lol. nvm. ummm... im cool now. i went to great skate last night and had to leave at 11... cause thats when the change over thingy was. cause my moms a bitch and at the last minute decided to have this big b-day party for herself. she wasnt going to have one cause she doesnt like celebrating getting old. but now she is having this big party. i dont get it. but if she didnt have it today i would have been able to stay the whole night at great skate with amy carlie eash and kevin.
last night i was at great skate and i had lots of fun... when every one finally showed up there was carlie & her boyfriend kevin, amy, eash, gina & her boyfriend, ryann malone & her boyfriend, and nicole. and me. thats all i think. and everyones boyfriends and girlfriend were kissing each other and i was like eww. but i wasnt meaning it like that i was just being weird. but later ryann like... kissed me too so i stopped saying eww.
miss patty just showed up to start making our house look party'riffic.
anyways. after everyone showed up.. we all kinda skated then migrated to the bench chair things on the other side of the rink. and then we were all like just talking and laughing and having fun... then... everyone got party boi'd. lol. i got it twice from the same guy. amy got it in the face... ha ha ha ... i laughed so 'effin' hard. i skated alot this time. i could like hardly breath. but i went back out there anyways. it was lots of fun. i had amy sitting on me while kevin and this wigger kid were gettin into it. so i had carlie and amy's elbows in my face cause they were tryin to keep him from doing anything... so that he didnt get kicked out. and i was all hiding my face and they didnt realize i was there... so i just had to wait till they were done. lol. but idk... i cried alot. but tried not to show it again. i didnt wanna leave. and i cried through out the thing too. it was too hot to wear a hoodie or anything but my mom wont lemme wear anything on my arms. and it was making me really uneasy. then when i was about to leave... i was (cause she asked over and over and over)tellin carlie what was wrong and it was just that i wish that... well... life... i didnt say this but... i wanted life to end there..cause now i have to go through the school year with my friends seeing it/them and they might act weird or something. and i was haveing fun last night. i didnt want it to ever end. carlie asked what was wrong and i said nothing... of corse... then her and kevin gave me hugs and were about to go across the rink to go line up... and i called her back to tell her y. and i dont even remember what i said... only that i felt like she was there for me...and i liked that ... and she was holding my hands... and then when i said that i felt weird/oddly embarresed... cause of my scars... she like... said that kevin did it too. and i think i said something bout it being worse and she looked at them... and at that moment i wanted to just die. i was so sad. cause i know. i know... and knew a while ago that everyone including her. wanted me to stop and i did it... and how much they were hurt when i did it... and i knew... or thought that she must have something going through her head... about me. feeling bad.. or something hurt... idk. im not in her head. but i was about to cry... and i gave her another big hug... and went to amy and i was talking to her for a sec... while i was trying to procrastinate.and then i asked her if she wanted to keep ange's hoodie (cause thats the one i wore there) and she said yeah just give me mine back when you come back to school... so that whats im going to do i guess. but i waited as long as i could before i used her phone cause i didnt wanna leave. i didnt wanna go home. so... i got the phone and started to for the door. and started to cry. and then stopped by eash to say bye. and gave her a hug. and i dont even remember if she said anything to me to try and help... i was trying not to think about me leaving... i was trying not to cry. but i leaned over the counter and gave her a hug. and idk... she asked what was wrong... i think i said nothing. and then she ... i dont even remember. but i said i love you & i dont wanna go home.
but yeah this isnt doing me anygood... so im going to go... ttyl. lyl... leave some love...
thanks guys i had a great time last night... and sry if i made it not as fun as it could have been. but i needed to hang out wiht ppl wether the hospital thought i was ready or not. so thanks for putting up with anything. i love you all very deeply for you help. love you all... see you soon. hopefully. i dont know when i'll be back...
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"No One"
I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?
[Chorus]
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feel like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?
[Chorus]
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
Your life lays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to release it all
You wonder what's it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and turn the curtains
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
When you're moving through the crowd...
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OMG!!! remember the guy i've been talkin about. the one from the hospital. the really hotttttt one. well... he does like me... like alot. from what he said to me. and i have proof. for myself. cause i cant believe it. he called me beautiful. he he he! im like so happy for a second when i think about it. but then when im not thinking about it my head is filled with how much i miss all the ppl i love in my school: amy, ange, eash, and carlie. and more but those are the ones there the most. i got to see them this morning. but when i left i was fine... till i saw ange again... at the corner of the sidewalk. i went up to her and gave her more hugs... the biggest hugs i've ever had in forever. and i felt so unbelievibly good i didnt want it to stop or go away. i was about to go into school. and like stay the whole day. but someone that dont live around here came and got me to take me to harbor oaks. but when ange had to leave and go into the school. i didnt wanna let her go. i wanted to hold on forever and always be in that spot... so effin happy i could cry happy tears. but she pulled away. and then kissed my hand and said i love you. and i was about to cry but i didnt let her see it. and she was going to be late so i finally let go of her hands. and then just as she got to the top of the hill... i cried all the way home... i saw her disappier. and i cried... i cried so hard that i couldnt stop the whole time i was trying to get ready to go to harbor oaks. and my make-up wouldnt stay on. i got to harbor oaks without any make-up and still managed to laugh when brandon (the hottttt kid) ran through the doors (only able to do so cause the lady at the desk was pressing the button to let ppl in.) and he picked up this lady's cig... and started to smoke it... it was still lit and was alot left... he made me laugh. hes so funny. but thats the onyl time i laughed/smiled all damn day. then i came home and needed to talk to someone and ange couldnt and everyone else was gone out. so i cried cause i couldnt talk on the phoen with no one... (i forgot to take my mood stabilizer) but my mom wants me off the computer now.. so i have to go. leave some love. and sorry eash i didnt give you a hug... you didnt seem like u wanted one... and i never hugged u before so i thought u might think i was weird. lol. i love you though. i love you all... ttyl...lyl.. i love (brandon) the hotttt kid!
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i hate this life. im gone for like a week now. and i come back and ppl are fighting. i missed you guys so much and wont be able to see you again till after tuesday... (26th) and im so happy to at least talk to you guys when i get home. but i have a close friend tellin me they dont wanna talk "go away" cause they are argueing with someone... about something really old. it needs to end. cause im happy as ever now and every time i am happy it gets nocked down....... its ok. i know u had to. i know u didnt wanna talk but i didnt want you to be sad. and now i feel like shit cause i annoyed you. i'll just not talk to no one unless they im me. cause then i'll know if they wanna talk or not. then everything should be ok...
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im amy's cuppy cake... lol. remember that? i do. well... i have to make this quick... so heres what i did today. i went to harbor oaks at like 7:30... well thats when i left to get there on time. then i got there at 8:30 then we all colored and played yahtzee... then we had group. then we had lunch... then we watched ice age... then i went home after goals. so thats basically it. but i lover you all... and i miss you guys so much that i cant stop crying when im there. and now they think i have more problems cause they dont believe that i just miss you guys. i hope i get out soon. -not to get away from this really hot guy- but so that i can see you all... and stop feeling sadder then i usually do...
*~*_Lauren.<3.Ashley_*~*
and if you have our book...-if we have one- then write in it ever day if you dont mind... i dont wanna miss anything funny... or that i need to know about you.
LOVE you ALL.... ttyl... lyl...
LEAVE SOME LOVIN!!!!! *mwauh*
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